Louis Tomlinson’s sister Félicité’s boyfriend Lukey posts tortured tribute to her saying ‘I will miss you forever’
LOUIS Tomlinson’s sister Félicité’s boyfriend has posted a tortured tribute to her, saying: “I wish we had spent more time together sober, but we never were.”
Rapper Lukey Storey, thought to be 33, addressed the Instagram star, who died yesterday aged 18, directly in a long message, describing them as “pain twins”.
He said they had been “busy running away from our demons” and insisted: “It should of been me.”
The musician, who was once Pro Green’s DJ, wrote: “There aren’t words for how painful this is.
“I’m writing in a state of shock. She was one of the kindest, sweetest, purist people I’d ever met. A purity too rare for this world.
“In many ways u were my first and only fan who always spoke to me about my music, telling me how important it was and encouraging me to write more and more. We understood each other from the get go.
“I relapsed in my flat with only you there beside me , I saw in you what I carry too, I wish we had spent more time together sober, but we rarely were.”
He added: “Too busy running away from our demons. Keeping each others pain in perfect company: We were pain twins.”
“It feels like it should of been me, and a bad dream I will soon wake up from. I keep crying, not eaten or slept since I heard the news.
“I wish I could have done something, anything to have not let this happen. The last thing you said to me was calling me ‘bubba’ that you were proud of me for getting clean again.
“I replied thank you my darling and what I asked of u the next day will haunt me to my grave. Today I wish I was right there with you. It could of been me, or anyone in our circle of maniacs.”
Lukey, whose real name is Luke Brinkers, went on: “I think it should of been me. I didn’t know wether I should even post this or make any of my feelings public because it feels too real , raw and personal.”
“I might even delete this depending on how I feel after posting it. Who the f** knows.
“I think all I can now say is I’ve never been more aware of how temporary life is and f**king hold on to your loved ones and tell them you love them everyday because once they’re gone they’re gone.
“I’m f**king angry. I’ve got nothing else. Felicite You graced my life in such a short time and I will now miss you forever.”
He concluded: “I know you’d want me to stay clean and stay creating so that’s what I’ll do until I come and look for you on the other side.
“Crying as I write this I have never been confused by so many feelings and I can’t identify what most of them are.
“My thoughts are with her family , anyone and everyone who knew and loved her. None of this feels real. @felicitegrace ”
Louis has been left “devastated and distraught” by the death of Félicité, who was last night praised as “loveable, caring, bright and beautiful” by sources close to the One Direction singer.
She collapsed after a suspected cardiac arrest at her fourth-floor studio apartment in Earls Court, West London, on Wednesday lunchtime.
Despite extensive efforts to resuscitate Felicite she was pronounced dead at the scene.
Police were immediately alerted and attended the address as a precaution to establish whether there were any suspicious circumstances.
The death of Félicité — known as Fizzy — is being treated as “unexplained” at this stage, with a full post-mortem examination and toxicology tests due to be carried out.
Her death comes just two years after her and Louis’ mum Johannah Deakin died from leukaemia in 2016.
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