I am addicted to OnlyFans and dream of meeting up with the women in real life

DEAR DEIDRE: I AM worried I have an addiction to porn, and ­OnlyFans is ruining my life.

I spend hours every day looking at porn, hotwives accounts on Twitter (X) and OnlyFans.

OnlyFans is my biggest waste of time and I’m signed up to four accounts.

A couple of the creators live locally so I get a real kick out of chatting them up when I go out.

I would give anything to actually get together with one of them in real life.

I’m 28, single and male and I must have spent thousands on the site, although I can’t bear to add up exactly how much.

And I can’t unfollow the accounts – as soon as I unfollow one, I’m signing up to another.

I’m hooked on the feeling I need to see the next picture they put up.

I know it’s seedy, paying to see these girls, and I often think I should be able to get my own girlfriend.

But I doubt I would ever be able to get such a good-looking girlfriend myself.

I spend hours on Twitter looking for hotwife accounts too.

It’s ridiculous but I feel compelled to keep going back for more, to see what they are doing.

My ultimate fantasy is to have a partner who lets me watch her have sex with other men – the hotwife cuckold kink.

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DEIDRE SAYS: Compulsively returning to these women suggests you are addicted.

Online porn aims to make the viewer obsessive, and you are brave to admit you have a problem.

Contact pivotalrecovery.org, a 60-day online programme to help those struggling with a porn addiction.

My support pack Internet Pornography Worry? has lots of information too.

These women are making a business transaction with you, and any interaction is very unlikely to lead to any meaningful relationship, something you would like.

My support pack Finding The Love Of Your Life can help.