Justin Bieber's disgraced Hillsong pastor Carl Lentz reveals 'hard' truth about shock affair that ruined his career - as he tells wife Laura the 'humiliation' of being outed so publicly drove him to the brink of SUICIDE

Carl, 45, sat down with his wife Laura for the first episode of his new podcast, and the two had a fiercely honest conversation about his 'hidden sins,' torturous 'addictions,' and 'demons.'