22.12.2012, 23.12.2012

Saturday 22.12.2012

While M. was at my place, an unfamiliar number was ringing on my phone. Maybe it was the Turk. Which one?

I answered, it was a survey.

Sunday 23.12.2012

I was masturbating in a dream. It ended with culmination. Mum entered in the room saying it smelled a lot. I believed that I can be still faithful to God even after this. I woke up. It was a dream and it didn’t smell. But… I did cum. Did I masturbate? Did I break the cycle just when I was approaching ...