Pregnant Malin Andersson reveals fear unborn baby will die after daughter passed away at one month old
PREGNANT Malin Andersson has shared her fear that her unborn baby will die after her daughter Consy tragically passed away at one month old in 2019. The 28-year-old star announced her pregnancy at the weekend, having recently gone public with her romance with friend of four years, Jared. And the Love Island favourite has now […]
PREGNANT Malin Andersson has shared her fear that her unborn baby will die after her daughter Consy tragically passed away at one month old in 2019.
The 28-year-old star announced her pregnancy at the weekend, having recently gone public with her romance with friend of four years, Jared.
And the Love Island favourite has now opened up about the “unresolved feelings and pain” she is battling in a heartfelt letter to her fans.
Sharing a photo of herself cradling her baby bump in a one-piece, Malin penned: “It feels like I’ve been here with you before. I have. I’ll be honest, 3 years ago feels like a blur to me.. But feeling a new human growing inside me again feels so familiar. It scares me.
“So I’m here to welcome you on my journey with my rainbow baby. I know that sharing how I feel resonates.. and I want those that are struggling to conceive, or have lost a baby and are trying, pregnant with their rainbow baby or feel like their happy ending hasn’t come yet – to see a clearer view through my life. And that actually we must trust the timing in everything.
“I haven’t spoken to you much yet on how I’ve felt.. to be honest it’s been a very weird journey so far. I was hesitant to even reveal my pregnancy. I have this inner hurt, this pain & that voice in my head that tells me this isn’t real.. that my child won’t survive – that something bad will happen.
I have that voice in my head that tells me my child won’t survive – that something bad will happen.
Malin
“I’ve been very quiet – Malin quiet? That’s strange – the queen of positive thinking.. waking up each day with not much to say. Just hope in her heart that baby will make it another day..”
The beauty went on: “See the reality is, we never really know what life can throw at us – we must remain present & mindful.. appreciate every minute. For sure I hope for the best, but I can’t help past trauma creep up on me.
“She’s integrated in me. Consy lives through me each day. I see her brown eyes open one last time.. and it gives me fear.. fear of the unknown. So what do I do?
“I’ve been going to therapy; remaining consistent. This has brought up a whole lot of unresolved feelings & pain that I seemed to have blocked out.. don’t get me wrong I have the most amount of love and joy in my heart – but as I said.. I’m only human. We tend to always think the worst.
All the pain I’ve endured has led to this very moment.. my own little family.
Malin
“When I realise what’s growing inside me, I get goosebumps, I have to have a double take.
“Isn’t it sad that sometimes things seem too good to be true? Well maybe, just maybe they aren’t. I keep telling myself that this is my time.”
Malin’s daughter Consy was born seven weeks premature and passed away in January 2019, one month after her birth.
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She was named in tribute to Malin’s late mother, who had passed away in November 2017.
Sharing a picture of her pregnant stomach with Jared and her hands forming a heart shape around her belly button, Malin reflected on finally getting her “happy ending” as she announced her pregnancy on Sunday.
She wrote at the time: “I can promise you all there was once upon a time I never thought I could experience this.
“I was wrong. It just wasn’t the right time. All the pain I’ve endured has led to this very moment.. my own little family.
“Mumma – I know you’re looking down with bright eyes and a big smile. Baby Consy – protect us from above. 
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