I’m an ex-prostitute – Bonnie Blue & Lily Phillips might make millions but they’ll have flashbacks & PTSD when they stop
A SEX worker has issued a stern warning to Bonnie Blue and Lily Phillips.
Maeve Moon still works in the sex industry but describes herself as an “ex-prostitute” – a term considered derogatory by many, but for Moon, one that she says is realistic.
“Ultimately, it’s sexual abuse they’re choosing to inflict on themselves, in my opinion,” Maeve told Fabulous, who insists she feels “a duty of care” to talk about the current content being published by Blue and Phillips.
In a video posted to her TikTok page (@profit_from_trauma), Moon says candidly: “I was also a prostitute. I’ve been retired for years.”
In 2020, she garnered attention quickly on TikTok for her sex work, although she maintains she’s never portrayed herself as “a temptress”.
In the four years since she has retired, Moon has taken a break from TikTok but now she’s returned to “fulfill her responsibility” and speak up on the Blue / Phillips saga.
The media is flooded with hot takes on why Blue and Phillips are doing what they’re doing – from the millions of pounds they’re reportedly earning to the suggestion that it’s all just one big publicity stunt.
But Maeve says in her opinion, it’s much more deep-rooted than that, and that “there is something terribly, terribly, terribly wrong” with Bonnie in particular.
“She seems extremely emotionally void and damaged. I don’t mean that to insult her. I’m looking at it as an ex-prostitute, and I’m looking at a current prostitute,” Mauve says to her viewers.
It’s an opinion that’s been bolstered by her observation of Blue’s body language – she mentions noticing the “look in her eyes” and the “way she speaks” to her male sex partners.
“The way that she speaks to them, I just see somebody who’s really damaged. Like, seriously damaged.”
Another name dominating the headlines for controversial sex work is Lily Phillips, who recently broke down in tears after attempting to sleep with 1000 men in one day.
Lily said of her experience on the documentary I Slept With 100 Men in One Day, filmed by Josh Pieters: “It’s not for the weak girls, if I’m honest – it was hard.
“I don’t know if I’d recommend it. It’s a different feeling. It’s just one in one out, it feels intense.
“I think by the 30th when we’re getting on a bit, I’ve got a routine of how we’re going to do this and sometimes you disassociate and it’s not like normal sex at all.”
But Maeve says she “knows” and “recognises” the feeling that Phillips was experiencing – and claims that it stems from self-inflicted sexual abuse.
Moon says another part of her perspective is her belief in soul ties – where when you have sex with somebody, you exchange pieces of your soul, becoming “energetically bonded” in the process.
She spoke of an experience where she was left feeling “traumatised” after facing the reality of the hundreds of men she had shared soul ties with in the past.
“All I can think of is that at some point, these girls are going to wake up and they’re going to realise, they’re going to feel the soul ties. That’s the really key part of it actually, you start to feel it once this time has passed.”
I think this is just some kind of trauma response that they’re both going through.
Maeve Moon
Moon says the girls will still be able to “feel” the men they’ve bedded for years to come – and says she still has “flashbacks” from her own past.
What is self-inflicted sex abuse?
Self-inflicted sex abuse (also called sex as self-injury), can be when someone intentionally exposes themselves to sexual situations that cause physical or psychological harm.
Victims might use it as a way to cope with negative emotions, self-punish, or seek confirmation.
“When they actually have the, uh, the moment of clarity, like, what the **** am I doing? My body is invaluable. Why am I making my ***** a commodity? When that realisation really hits, everything else comes back to you… and the PTSD – girls, you need to think about this now.”
And PTSD, says Moon, is a serious risk that girls like Blue and Phillips aren’t taking into account – speaking from her own experience, Moon says she still “freezes up during sex” and needs to “take a minute” to calm down.
Issuing a harrowing warning to the pair, Moon says: “What does it feel like when you put something into your ***** when you’re not actually turned on? Yeah, that’s abuse.
“You’re abusing yourselves, girls. You’re abusing yourselves.”